Im back from toronto. And surgery was awesome! The drugs they gave me made me all zoned out and awesome feeling. I know Im fucked up. But it left a bruise that went half way down my thigh and around my hip and its scary looking... Im bluuuuuuuueeeeeee... Anyways. After the surgery/test thing they put me on more meds. And Im no longer on oxygen and Im getting betterrr!!! I feel like Ive won. I dont know what.... my 'battle of illness'? i dunno ._. But its great! xD Well... Only one problem is solved. But its an important one. With the pulmonary hypertension. Before this summer I gotta take this IV medication like once a week four times in a month. Thats for my anemia. That means id go like... every weekend for a month. Its a lot of money...
I dislike medsss. I think one of the meds im taking is fucking with my stomach cause i keep getting really bad stomach aches. Either that or its depression. Cause I also cant get to sleep. It takes me like four hours of lying in the dark to get to sleep. It is fucked up.

And then Im supposed to get the flu shots. But I think my mom has the swine flu and i kept telling her to wear a mask around me and not touch any of my stuff and she didnt respect my wishes(she COUGHED ON MY FACE)! So she went to the hospital today finally after saying she would for the past ten days. If she gives me the flu Ill be admitted to the hospital then sent to Torontoo. Dx Because of my nearly-non-existant immune system. I hope she coughs up her lungs and chokes on them.
I need to go out and look around for small glass beads and some thin wire. Any guesses on my next artistic adventure? If you guessed jewellery good for you. You win. And then Wood carving! Yay. Cause Im actually good at that. I just need the proper tools. I decided that clay is too messy.
Just curious, has anyone seen that commercial for Scotiabank where the husband and wife go and talk to the finance lady and the wife asks her to tell the husband hes wrong and the finance lady is like "actually hes right-" and the husbad rips off his shirt and puts his arms up and his t-shirt says 'Im right.'? I love that commercial. I think its great. And I want that shirt.
AND, THE BEST THING I HAVE TO SAY;
I FOUND MY FUCKING CAMERA. Yeah. Long story.

And I wanna buy a kitten. =_=; Or a fish. But I dont like fish they smell... but they look pretty. Kay no... the only reason Im saying i want a fish is cause im still depressed that i cant draw a fish. T-T I feel like a failure. Oh well. My cat is OLD. Im a whole.... five months older than her. Shes gonna be fifteen in February. ._. Its crazy. WHY does my mom treat the cat better than me? T-T

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